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I understand your internal conflict completely and my heart goes out to you. There are other rewards, like him being available during the week or on odd days when other dads aren't, and knowing that we don't have to struggle financially as many of our friends do in this tough economy. I'm a nevermo, but I married a then TBM girl, so maybe my perspective will be of help to you. Much better to marry in the faith if possible. He sees all families being able to stay together. I'll keep digging through it, but there's a lot there and I'd like some suggestions to narrow my search. Is this a sign of my own weakness. No easy answers here. Do FaceTime with her when she gets there to drink tea.
Based on what you have written about your GF, my opinion is that you should cut your losses and move on. During those years, I think we had about 5 dinner dates. Unless you convert she won't marry you, plain and simple. Just go ahead and ask for the definitions and treat it like learning a new language. Also, love how you describe how God has our backs and we can actually act on the notion of things hoped for that are not seen instead of the quaint pseudo idea that all things are known in advance, step by step, and lead to mortal and eternal bliss. He's emotionally threatening me to keep his infidelities a secret. What about the folks at church.